SOMEDAY.

Someday, I hope to be accomplished in my 'dream job'. Someday I wish to have a house that I can care for and be obsessive about. Someday I hope to travel and go to all the exciting places I want to, anytime I wish. Someday, I hope to pass a stranger who would be piqued with curiosity to know me. Someday, I imagine myself with a person that I can spoil unrelentlessly, who would know precisely where I'm coming from, and would be patient enough to sense just what to do with me, no matter what I do--for better or worse. Someday... I wish to feel blissful and lost in rapture by the wonder that is music. Someday... I hope to be infinitely humbled by nature's many surprises. Someday... I wish to regain touches of nostalgia about memories past and memories sweet. Someday... I wish to smile and laugh for the happiness that is life. Someday I hope I can make a difference to the planet. Someday, I wish to make everyone I love incredibly proud of me. Someday, I hope to have no thoughts but of looking forward. Someday, I wish I could be a tomboy again...running around, thinking of nothing important, laughing incessantly with friends, unafraid of scraping knees or falling down, climbing trees, playing till late. Someday, I hope to see a world without traces of Pandora's box. Someday I wish I could do something incredibly hilarious and adventurous. Someday, I hope to surprise myself and be rashly impulsive. Someday, I wish to enjoy meaningful pauses in conversations with a person I like spending my time with. Someday, I hope to complete someone's sentences without them having to say a word. Someday, I wish to go on a vacation and really have immense fun. Someday, I hope I can be the person someone would deem "perfect". Someday, I wish that I can be myself without having to resort to girlish fancies. Someday, I wish to cry tears of happiness. Someday, I hope I never will have to say "Someday...".

Having a best friend....

is being in a relationship that's like nothing else. It brings out the best in you and...sometimes (depending on who you ask) the worst. The catch is that she/he commits to being your friend no matter what. Isn't that simply wonderful? I can't say, in all honesty, if I've been a good friend to those who trust me to be, but hopefully I'm improving. Bear with me.
Sometimes you think they don't notice, but they're there. Sometimes the only thing that keeps me sane and smiling through it all are these people. I am gifted to have a number of close individuals that mean the world to me.
To my pals:
I may not have said it constantly, may never have said it, but you do mean a lot. The world wouldn't be the same without you, you've helped me learn so much in life, helped me through difficult times, and been with me to just....be. Just like that. Without asking for anything in return. Without frustration. Without complaints..you've been there and you are still. Not just a fair-weather friend, but seen me when I'd rather you hadn't, and still loved me. What can I say? Will mere thank-yous suffice??